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Midnight Thoughts

Some of the smartest or most gifted people are the ones who go the soonest.

Why is the world losing such greatness?

…Like that Russian bro of mine
…Like that guy I dated for a hot minute
…Like that parent I love to hate calling my dad

Who knows when my time will come
…Maybe even like me

7 Replies to “Midnight Thoughts”

  1. katerina says:

    There’s people that really make ya think
    and there’s people that really make ya feel

    What happens then when someone comes around like her…
    who makes me think AND feel,
    at the same time.

    Uhhh, now what? 🙁 I don’t know how to do both at the same time…

  2. livhanna says:

    Midnight thoughts are the best! I’m glad you found a place to voice your sporadic thoughts if maybe they don’t even make sense. I think it is definitely possible to do both at the same time but might be difficult at first. It’s important to find a person that makes you feel both ways and eventually that will start to feel normal. Thanks for sharing!

  3. katerina says:

    I’m wondering why it is so difficult to do both at the same time. Was it my culture? A culture that taught me to think intellectually, and put emotions to the side? Growing out of this, I can see where the disconnect between thinking and feeling arise. When I am thinking of something, I tend to disregard myself as a human with feelings. I go into intellectual mode where feelings don’t exist; like they are in a different realm. I wonder if this happens to those in noncapitalist societies…

  4. katerina says:

    July 12, 2017. 1:50 am

    Intrusive thought: I’m not gonna make it.

  5. Kevin A. says:

    Good morning Katerina. Hope that you are reading this and realize that you have someone listening. How are you feeling this morning?
    If you just need someone to talk to or text, I am here or you can also text or call this hotline 1-800-273-(8255).

  6. Allikat says:

    Hey Katrina,
    I’m glad you’re coming on here and talking about things! More often than I’d like to, I get these those same thoughts and a ton of other negative ones to go along with it. Writing really helps me and reaching out to someone I can vent to.. or sometimes just a walk. I hope you know that we are here for you and we believe in you!

  7. katerina says:

    “You cannot change what you refuse to confront” -John Spence

    The competitive type may want to confront shit before even ready to. Strange how some are avoidant while some want to tackle the challenge headstrong.

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